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the only people you need
In your life are the ones that
Prove they need you in their life.
These are the people that can
Change your life.
your thoughts pour through my heart
while my mind points out the ways that
they may have nothing to do with me. . .
— me
when your fingers are around my own
I just keep thinking, please don't pull this
out from underneath me, baby I am not
prepared to catch myself
— me
if I just left today, headed for the shoreline
you could follow my heart so when we finally
met and the stars danced with the waves
I would know I was the one you've been hoping for
— me
when I meet the man who dances with me
without any music playing, I am going to
hold on tight
— me
if I had a flower for everytime I heard the words
"i like you, I just don't want to date you right now"
oh how full my vases would be.
at least something would be beautiful
— me
the warm whispers of nature share thoughts
of codependency and display the beautiful
outcome of a very natural behavior
— me
I try hard to not have expectations.
I want to fully appreciate others.
— me
If I could find a way to collect all of the stars
in the sky in a basket to give to you for every
I love you I feel inside, that wouldn't be good enough
— me
I am so scared that when we are apart,
you do not miss me.
— me
Sometimes the hardest thing to do is to let go
of what you never had.
I hear other girls talk about what the first kiss with
their boy felt like, I can't find the words
to share what ours was like <3
— me
each day has a lesson,
you just have to listen
— me
Anyone can be passionate,
it takes real lovers to be silly.
None of those other things make a difference.
Love is the strongest thing in the world, ya know.
Nothing can touch it. Nothing comes close.
If we love each other, we’re safe from it all.
Love is the biggest thing there is.
People are brought together for a reason,
everything happens for a reason. I believe
the reason you and me were brought together
was because we complete one another. We
fill in each other's missing spaces, the empty
holes, the blind spots, with love. And if
someday God decides to tear us apart, I
trust that there is a reason. Cause if there
is a reason for love, there is a reason for life
beyond it. To get up in the morning only to
know that you'll have to face another obstacle
takes strength. To smile when the only thing
you can do is cry takes bravery.To act happy
& laugh when you know thattimes are at their
worst takes courage. To be joyful when the
only good news is the best of the bad news
takes support. To be there & help others
through the roughest times in life takes love..
Ever notice how different boys all seem to say
the same things. I know no two people are similar
but I am learning that it's all just the same
to me.
— me
I want to move you, spark a deep desire
to always play, create understanding that
happiness is your own battlefield, cause
baby we can play hide-n-seek with the fireflies
and listen to the wisdom painted in the sky.
— me
I want to know you like she did, I want let in
farther than she could ever get, I want to prove
to you that I can love you better and keep your
heart next to mine. I think they could mend
each other.
— me
She was a girl who knew how to be happy even
when she was sad. And that’s important—you know.
— Marilyn Monroe
I laughed and said, “Life is easy.” What I meant
was, Life is easy with you here, and when you
leave, it will be hard again.
It takes backbone to
live the life you want.
It is strange to think, I haven’t seen you since a
month. I have seen the new moon, but not you.
I have seen sunsets and sunrises, but nothing
of your beautiful face. The pieces of my broken
heart are so small that they could be passed
through the eye of a needle. I miss you like the
sun misses the flower; like the sun misses the
flower in the depths of winter. — A Knight’s Tale
Seek not to change the world, but choose
to change your mind about the world.
The only way of knowing a person
is to love them without hope.
I know the shape of your hands because I
watch them when you talk & I know the
shape of your body 'cause I watch it when you walk
& I want to know it all but I'm giving you the lead
Don't second guess your feelings,
you were right from the start
Time changes everything. That’s what people say.
It’s not true. Doing things changes things.
Not doing things leaves them exactly as they were.
— House
You cannot go back in time, even if you wish
it with every fiber of your being, your heart
& soul, even if you think about it every day.
Trust me. I know.
It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder
to remembre sweetness. We have no scar to
show for happiness. We learn so little from peace.
oh that face, baby it never leaves my
thoughts, no matter what my day brings
We will have to repent in this generation not
merely for the hateful words and actions of the
bad people but for the appalling silence of the
good people. — Martin Luther King Jr
We’re never so vulnerable than when we trust
someone — but paradoxically, if we cannot
trust, neither can we find love or joy.
If you don’t fall in love, you can’t get hurt...
but it sure is lonely all by yourself.
People’s lives change. To keep all your old friends
is like keeping all your old clothes - pretty soon
your closet is so jammed and everything’s so
crushed you can’t find anything to wear. Help
these friends when they need you; bless the
years and happy times when you meant a lot to
each other; but try not to feel guilty if new
people mean more to you now.
let me show you what it's like to hold my hand,
how it feels when we kiss, what you see when we
gaze into each others eyes; babydoll just let me
Current Book: Three Cups of Tea by Greg Mortenson & David Oliver Relin
Current Music: JayMay. Tristian Prettyman. Anya Marina
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Home is where you love, where your feet may leave,
but your heart will always be.
now I would be foolish to let you get away
just stay with me for a while
maybe this life is just about love and tenderness
if all we are are shooting stars
maybe we, we can fight
all of this pain and loneliness if
all we are are shooting stars
to think that someone built these roads
between us.
cutting mountains and crossing
rivers, connecting things that aren't
supposed to be connected.
What if I said I wanted you back, and
that it would be different? What would
you say? What if I said that I knew
we could be right this time around?
Would you take me back today?
I'll screw up, I'll push you away if we're getting too close.
I won't trust you until you've proven yourself. I won't
cry over the stupid things. I'll laugh until I cry.
I'll be anything but you, and always me.
and in the end, i'll end up smiling
pretending i dont care, but baby
i've never cared this much before
One night I fell asleep and woke up on that sunny street
At first I thought I couldn't but now I see
That the shadows kept me hidden
From the light that calls my name
All the creatures stood above me
Now I'm crawling towards the sun
you always make me feel like july
and I wonder why sometimes
"It's times like these that make me say,
Lord if you see me please come my way.
Leavin bread crumbs for when I stray
Rely on sacrifice and the price you paid
Feel me like a fingertip
Sometimes I fall I slip
Got a heartfelt desire be more like you
Trying not to quench your fire by the things that i do."
and you know what,
maybe your right, maybe im not good enough
and maybe i never will be.
but i refuse to let that stop me anymore,
and prevent me from loving you
because to me, that just doesnt seem good enough
Optimistic people are here to keep the
pessimistic from wallowing in misery.
Pessimistic people are here to remind
the optimistic of a little fact called reality.
"i've always liked the time before
dawn because there is no one around
to remind me who i am supposed to be.
so it is easier to remember who i am"
-Brian Andreas
it's just how she lives.
loving all the wrong people, and wishing all the wrong things.
tear-stained cheeks are her style, and a broken heart worn on her sleeve is nothing new.
everyone knows she's tired of not being able to breathe.
her big fake smiles and her false laughs, but she feels almost perfect.
she's not super model material. she doesn't have any great talents.
but she loves another with everything she's got.
she's trying to figure out who she is, and she's beginning to love herself.
what a lovely girl.
You know that place between
sleep and awake, the place where
you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I'll always love you,
that's where I'll be waiting.
-Peter pan
i am alive in the summer breeze
directed by the whispers through the apple trees
And sing all the songs I know that lead me to you
Trust me, I know how it feels.
I know exactly how it feels to cry
in the shower so no one can hear you.
I know what it's like to wait for everyone
to be asleep so you can fall apart,
for everything to hurt so bad you
just want it all to end.
I know exactly how it feels.
even the best fall down sometimes,
even the wrong words seem to ryhme,
out of the dark that fills your mind
you'll finally find, you and i,
collide.
don't become what
you hate
for the first time in my life, I feel like I'm
doing something right because when I look
at him, its there. In everything he does to me,
its there. I don't know what it is, but I know
that it is there, and it's never going to leave
just promise me. that's all i want.
just a promise that you'll never forget me.
tell me i changed you somehow,
let me know i had an impact on your life.
promise me you'll always remember me,
it's hard enough watching you walk away,
but i don't want to walk the other way
knowing i meant nothing to you.
it's not about what happened in the past, or what you think might
happen in the future. It's about the ride, for goodness sake.
there is no point in going through all this crap,
if you are not going to enjoy the ride, and you know what,
when you least expect it something great might come along.
something better then you ever planned for.
It's the people who hug you and never want to let go,
the people who you haven't seen for months, but nothing has changed at all.
The people who give to you more than you give to them,
the people that truly understand who you are.
The people who you cry about, The people who you live for,
and the people in your photographs that have light genuinely
shining through their eyes and their smile,
the people that take your breath away.
it's like you sort of want time to pass by quickly.
and when you stare at that minute, your waiting for it to change,
and it just manages to stay there frozen. and you take your eyes off it,
hoping it will change again. once your eyes go back on the minute,
its still the same. and you wonder why time seems to go by so slowly.
especially when you miss talking to someone.
The saddest people I've ever met in life are the ones
who don't care deeply about anything at all.
Passion and satisfaction go hand in hand and without them,
happiness is only temporary because there's nothing to make it last.
I love to hear people talk about what they're most passionate about,
because that's when you see the person at their best
we picked up little tihngs from each other,
random phrases, nicknames and stupid habits.
you have to admit, we changed each other.
somewhere between laughing for no reason
making fun of each other, and calling each other names,
i fell for you.
i've been hurt before too you know.
you're not the only one who's
been through pain.
we haven't been together for a long time.
but that doesn't mean that i don't know
what i'm feeling is real.
i've been waiting for so long
for someone who could make all my wildest
dreams come true.
and now your here.
and to think that if i had listened to them,
i wouldn't be lying here next to you...
i've decided never to listen to anything
but my heart from now on.
you are, in a word, irresistable.
i'm on fire and now i think i'm ready to bust a move.
check it out i'm rocking steady.
to the beat in my head it goes oh-oh-oh.
i know that he's the only one.
i'd rather waste our time together.
yeah, cause we can get down.
and maybe, there really are days that offer answers.
maybe, in the midst of searching for what we want to find,
we discover something else.
without going down in life you can't go up.
without the rain, you can't have the sunshine.
without pain, you wouldn't have happiness.
it's the good and the bad that make life, life.
i liked it when my fingers were entangled in yours
& my head was on your chest, listening to your heartbeat.
it made me feel safe, like at that moment,
nothing bad could touch me.
laugh until your body's aching, cry until your
hands are shaking. and love until your heart is breaking.
the happiest of people dont necessarily
have the best of everything. they just make
the most of everything that comes their way.
i was outside, barefoot.
the only thing i could feel was my heart beating,
and the rain pouring down on me.
all i ever think about is you.
Just because we're separated by miles
Doesn't mean your not the one that makes me smile
It doesn't mean we can't be together
because you'll be in my heart forever
I'm so scared of everything. I'm scared of how things will turn out when I'm gone. We may say our friendship will last forever. & I do believe our friendship is strong & will never fail cus neither one of us will allow it to, but we have no control over the distance that stands between us. It scares me knowing that you are going to be laughing & smiling with someone else other than me. & what scares me the most is that someone is going to take my space as your best friend. I can't bare the thought that when I'm sad & crying, someone else is going to be here wiping my tears from my face. I know a time is going to come soon when we have to part, but I ask myself why can't it be later & not now. Our lives are going to change once we part, & I fear that so much.
love is not a maybe thing.
you know when you love someone
- the hills
how do you leave the past behind
when it keeps finding ways to get to your heart?
Sit & stare at the tv- it won't get me to you. Wait for
you to get on, but you never do. Try to get the courage
to e-mail you, I can't. What else is there to try to get
through to you? Every day, every week, Monday to
Sunday- I'd set aside my homework, cancel any other
plans, delay all my other activites, & just sit there; staring
at the computer screen, waiting for you to sign on. Now
I don't know what I'm more fustrated at- the fact that
you never did sign on long enough to chat, or the fact
that i wasted ALL MY TiME waiting for you...
it`s not that i`m mad at youu
I just wished and hoped so hard
that youu could be the one thing
I could truly count on, so now,
i`m takin my time & i`m gonna be fine
as soon as I get your pictures outta my mind
i hate the fact that you know
i would take you back
in a heartbeat
I`m sitting here trying my hardest
not to look your way. Not really cause
I don`t want to see you, I just know that
when I look up, you won`t be looking back.
t's amazing how one day
someone walks into your life
then the next day,
you wonder how you ever lived without them
The reason most people fail instead of succeed if
because they trade in what they want most for
what they want at the moment.
"Because sometimes you have to step outside the person you've been and remember the person you were meant to be. The person you wanted to be. The person you are."
sometimes you have to be
a bitch to get things done.
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he's so confusing. Some of the things he
says to me, make me believe that he really
does like me, and then some other things
he says make me believe that i'm just a
girl who never even crosses his mind.
it's okay to need each other
that's what makes us strong
that's what makes us human
Missing someone isn't about how long it
has been since you have seen them
or the amount of time since you've talked.
It's about that very moment when you're doing something
and you wish that they were right there with you.
you've got three choices in your life
give in, give up, or give it your all..
it's unbelievable, but i believed you..
unforgivable, but i forgave you..
insane what love can do
that keeps me coming back to you..
you are the one, for you I breathe,
so touch me now, and trust always
-xavier rudd
I choose to be me.
I choose to be okay with not being
accepted by everyone. Especially
those who think they are "cool".
I choose to not live an easy lifestyle.
I choose to accept most people are
jailed, beaten, or die.
I choose to be real christian.
Above all love each other deeply,
becuase love covers over a multitude
of sins. - 1 Peter 4:8
Emphases is placed on the body and
mind while the heart is often left
somewhere behind.
i want to be the smile, the first thought,
the long drive, or the short walk, the last
voice, the random call, the laugh, the
perfect kiss, the comfort hug, your second
half, everything you need, just what you
want, I want to be your perfection.
all i want is someone
to put the sparkle
back in my eyes.
Stop stalling. Make a name for yourself.
sometimes I wonder if boys have ever
read the definition of effort.
Did you know that in the bible that some are
called to be single forever! While others HAVE
to find their soul mate? Or they will have a burning
desire to do so and won't be able to accomplish
anything until they are complete!
My feet have finally left the edge.
I can't let go, there is not turning back.
So you treat your love like a firefly, like it only gets to shine for a little while.
Catch it in a mason jar, with holes in the top, and run like hell to show it off.
Sometimes, I just don't feel the desire
to be around anyone I am always around.
For everything you have missed,
you have gained something else,
and for everything you gain,
you lose something else.
-RWE
To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying
to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.
-RWE
Life's most persistent and urgent question is,
'What are you doing for others? -MLK
Faith is taking the first step even
when you don't see the whole staircase. -MLK
What you are comes to you -RWE
Finish each day and be done with it. You have done
what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no
doubt crept in, forget them as soon as you can.
Tomorrow is a new day, you shall begin it well and serenely..
-RWE
WE MUST BE OUR OWN
BEFORE WE CAN BE ANOTHERS -RWE
Make yourself necessary to somebody. -RWE
The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands
in moments of comfort and convenience, but where
he stands at times of challenge and controversy -MLK
Our scientific power has outrun our spiritual power.
We have guided missiles and misguided men -MLK
Love is the only force capable of
transforming an enemy into friend. -MLK
We are always getting ready to live,
but never living -RWE
The question is not whether we will be extremists,
but what kind of extremists we will be... The nation
and the world are in dire need of creative extremists. -MLK
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COLOR PURPLE!
I could not, at any age, be content to take my place
by the fireside and simply look on. Life was meant
to be lived. Curiosity must be kept alive. One must
never, for whatever reason, turn his back on life.
Your vision will become clear only when you can
look into your own heart. Who looks outside,
dreams; who looks inside, awakes.
I prefer to be true to myself, even at the hazard
of incurring the ridicule of others, rather than to
be false, and to incur my own abhorrence.
Most of the important things in the world have
been accomplished by people who have kept on
trying when there seemed to be no hope at all.
When you get into a tight place and everything
goes against you, till it seems as though you could
not hang on a minute longer, never give up then, for
that is just the place and time that the tide will turn.
Patience and perseverance have a magical effect
before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish.
You make your own dream. That's the Beatles' story, isn't it?
That's Yoko's story. That's what I'm saying now. Produce your
own dream. If you want to save Peru, go save Peru. It's quite
possible to do anything, but not to put it on the leaders and the
parking meters. Don't expect Jimmy Carter or Ronald Reagan
or John Lennon or Yoko Ono or Bob Dylan or Jesus Christ to
come and do it for you. You have to do it yourself. That's what the
great masters and mistresses have been saying ever since time
began. They can point the way, leave signposts and little
instructions in various books that are now called holy and
worshipped for the cover of the book and not for what it says,
but the instructions are all there for all to see, have always been
and always will be. There's nothing new under the sun. All the roads
lead to Rome. And people cannot provide it for you. I can't wake you up.
You can wake you up. I can't cure you. You can cure you.
-John Lennon
One of the most adventurous things left us is to go to bed.
For no one can lay a hand on our dreams.
They always say time changes things,
but you actually have to change them yourself.
- Andy Warhol
Change has a considerable psychological impact on
the human mind. To the fearful it is threatening
because it means that things may get worse. To the
hopeful it is encouraging because things may get better.
To the confident it is inspiring because the challenge
exists to make things better.
Passion is universal humanity. Without it religion,
history, romance and art would be useless.
There is nothing like returning to a place that remains
unchanged to find the ways in which you yourself have altered.
It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend.
Forgiveness is the answer to the child's dream
of a miracle by which what is broken is made whole
again, what is soiled is made clean again
" Live. And Live Well. BREATHE. Breathe in and Breathe deeply. Be PRESENT. Do not be past. Do not be future. Be now. On a crystal clear, breezy 70 degree day, roll down the windows and FEEL the wind against your skin. Feel the warmth of the sun. If you run, then allow those first few breaths on a cool Autumn day to FREEZE your lungs and do not just be alarmed, be ALIVE. Get knee-deep in a novel and LOSE track of time. If you bike, pedal HARD… and if you crash then crash well. Feel the SATISFACTION of a job well done-a paper well-written, a project thoroughly completed, a play well-performed. If you must wipe the snot from your 3-year old's nose, don't be disgusted if the Kleenex didn't catch it all… because soon he'll be wiping his own. If you've recently experienced loss, then GRIEVE. And Grieve well. At the table with friends and family, LAUGH. If you're eating and laughing at the same time, then might as well laugh until you puke. And if you eat, then SMELL. The aromas are not impediments to your day. Steak on the grill, coffee beans freshly ground, cookies in the oven. And TASTE. Taste every ounce of flavor. Taste every ounce of friendship. Taste every ounce of Life. Because-it-is-most-definitely-a-Gift."
Kyle Lake
Love - a wildly misunderstood although highly desirable
malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain,
causes eyes to sparkle, cheeks to glow, blood pressure
to rise and the lips to pucker
'Tis said of love that it sometimes goes, sometimes flies;
runs with one, walks gravely with another; turns a third
into ice, and sets a fourth in a flame: it wounds one, another
it kills: like lightning it begins and ends in the same moment:
it makes that fort yield at night which it besieged but in the
morning; for there is no force able to resist it.
Another kind of love and compassion is not based on
something appearing beautiful or nice, but based on
the fact that the other person, just like oneself, wants
happiness and does not want suffering and indeed has
every right to be happy and to overcome suffering. On
such a basis, we feel a sense of responsibility, a sense
of closeness toward that being. That is true compassion.
This is because the compassion is based on reason, not
just on emotional feeling. As a consequence, it does not
matter what the other's attitude is, whether negative,
or positive. What matters is that it is a human being, a
sentient being that has the experience of pain and pleasure.
There is no reason not to feel compassion so long as it is
a sentient being.
I'm in a period of growth and expansion. I'm taking long,
hard looks at the world and what's happening in it, analyzing
and thinking. I'm trying to become acquainted with the universe
-- with the part of it I occupy -- and trying to settle, for myself,
what my relationship with it is
I was talking with a friend who spoke of how he desired
to leave his mark on this great, wide world. I pondered on
the thought "such a large world for such a small person"
I came to the conclusion that I desire to leave my own
mark upon the hearts of those I touch and keep theirs
on mine; that's where my true happiness lies.
- peacewithinsunshine
When you are so far from my reach
I can't seem to find myself in a thought
that isn't filled with you.
- peacewithinsunshine
Those who bring sunshine to the lives of
others cannot keep it from themselves
Some people are making such thorough plans for
rainy days that they aren't enjoying today's sunshine.
Ever notice how if you are the only person
that you have plans with and you go outside,
nature never makes you feel alone.
- peacewithinsunshine
a friend accepts us as we are
yet helps us to be what we should
talk to her ; she's a girl
the reason she doesn't talk first,
is because she has the vision of a boy
who will go out of his way for her.
The only way to truly find happiness
is to risk being completely cut open.
And eventually I promise you one of two things will happen
either he'll realize you're worth it.. or you'll realize he's not
Don't use excuses don't ask why
it's just a breakdown happens all the time
so get out of my face don't even try
you want to help me? let me cry
You don't drown by falling in water
You drown by staying there.
Some nights you want to lay there and forget
that tomorrow's getting
closer and closer.
When great love is rejected
something inside of us dies.
It's just me and my imagination
going for a walk in the park.
Never let success get to your head
or failure get to your heart.
Here's to the kids who's idea of a good time
is sitting on the hood of their car, watching the stars.
Never underestimate the pain of a person because the truth is .. everyone is struggling ..
it's just that some people handle it better then others
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here's a little something
that every girl should know,
it's okay to hold on,
but eventually, you'll have to let go
When you have confidence
you can have a lot of fun
& when you have fun
you can do anything.
i can think of one million reasons
why we shouldn't be together.
but you know what? i dont care <3
It's time for you to understand;
stop getting up for the let down.
Oh, who you are is not up to them
Just because someone is not
in your life anymore, doesn't mean
the memories aren't in your heart.
The value of life is not in the length of days,
but in the use we make of them;
a man may live long yet very little
she said, "I'll go if you go"
then, they both took each others hands
rode down that big hill of love,
&& from that moment on,
they never let go
love is always a good thing no matter
how much it hurts. even after it's over,
even through the pain, anyone who
has ever really loved will tell you that
they never regretted a second of it,
no matter how much it hurt in the end.
and if you tell me differently, i will tell
you that you were not truly in love.
without going down in life you cant go up
without the rain, you cant have the sunshine,
without pain you wouldnt have happiness..
its the good AND the bad, that makes life - life <3
When two people first start out they say a lot of things,
& make a lot of promises to each other, but somewhere down the line,
the sweet things they once said become bitter words
& the promises they swore in their hearts they would keep, are broken.
I just wanna look back on this & say..that i did it
the best I could when I was stuck in this place, had
as much fun as I could when I was stuck in this place,
played as hard as I could when I was stuck in this place..
Never look down on someone, Unless your helping them up
failure isn't falling down
it's remaining where you've fallen.
It’s ideal to walk the middle line in life.
It’s for sure the way of peace. I’m trying
every day to find that way. I get lost on
the path that from afar seems so simple.
Sometimes I’m too lazy and sometimes I
hurry so much. I’d like to be right
between those extremes.
- Chris Sharma
You only find a few people in this world,
a few people who will tell you they love you
and actually mean it with all their heart.
Don't forget those people who stood by you
through it all, the special few that were
there for you until the end. <3
Take your damn fairy tale endings
and your hopes, dreams, & wishes
and shove them up your ass.
This is the real world,
&& that shit just doesn't cut it anymore.
The truth is: I never forgot about you in the first place.
never regret anything;
no matter how much it
screwed up your life.
sometimes i wish i could be a little kid again,
so when life gets tough you can play pretend..
i wanna go back to when santa did exist. when
daddy was the only boy you ever kissed. when
disney world was the best place to be. when the
only movies you watched were only rated G. when
your biggest problem was learning to write
your name + people didn`t change + all your
friends were the same. + everytime you were sad
or you had a bad day you could just run to mommy
+ it would all be okay. when the best place to shop
was Toys `R Us. when it was just scary to ride
the bus. before you ever had a broken heart
+ pain of being in love just didn`t start. i wanna go
back to no hurt + no pain. just laughter +
WHEN EVERY0NE LiVES HAPPiLY EVER AFTER.
30 years from now,
it`s not going to matter what
shoes you wore a week ago,
how your hair looked like yesterday,
or the pair of jeans you bought today.
what will matter is what you learned,
how it helped you get to where you are
+ who stayed by your side throughout your life
friend: what if he says no?
girl: that`s not what it`s about..it`s about taking that risk
& praying to God you did the right thing
The cracks in the concrete are just reminders
that you'll fall apart no matter how strong you are.
She's stronger than them;
she suffers inside, yet still has
the power to keep everyone else
around her perfectly happy.
They'd never even know the
torture she endures everyday.
i think what messes us up the most
is we all have this perfect picture in our
minds of how things should be
I love it when you
dance with me when theres no music
sing to me when everyones around
stare at me in the moonlight
buy me 25 cent rings && propose to me
tickle me when im mad at you
kiss me when im upset
hold me when im tired.
take me in your arms when im cold
and when you simply say I love you<3
i'm scared that i'm going to end up alone.
i'm scared that i'm always going to be
somebody's friend or sister or confidant,
never quite somebody's everything.
maybe they are right.
maybe i did get my hopes up too high.
maybe i was in way over my head.
maybe i was the stupid one for thinking that he liked me.
but maybe, just maybe, i'm tired of being alone.
People are going to disappoint you.
I get that, I kind of expect that.
But, I don't know. What if you wake up
one day & realize you're the disappointment?
i've learned that things change
and people change . it doesn't
mean you forget the past or try
to cover it up it simply means
that you've moved on & treasure
the memories. letting go doesn't
mean giving up it just means
accepting that some things
just aren't meant to be
You deserve to be with somebody who makes you happy.
Somebody who doesn`t complicate your life
Somebody who won`t hurt you. He`s the better guy.
I am scared to death
when I think about this ending
I know the pain attached to heart break
I understand the torture of letting go
I've been through watching people walk away
I've felt what it's like to love someone
who you wish you could just totally forget
but what I believe is it takes being aware
of all that, just to find it doesn't this time.
i love you and please be my finally.
-peacewithinsunshine
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